Stressed and Blessed

Is it possible to feel stressed AND blessed or is it just me?
Because that’s how I feel right now.
Stressed af and blessed af.
It’s a gift and a curse – or a curse and a gift.
Whichever you wanna look at it.

Benny is sick – it gibes me so much stress I can’t even stand it.
He’s had this thing called Giardia before – you can learn about it here – https://www.akc.org/expert-advice/health/the-facts-you-need-to-know-about-giardia-in-dogs/ and it always scares me to think that’s what he’s got again.
I have no idea how he’d get it or where but I’ve been told that his gut can hang onto this for a while and pop up whenever it wants…. but I don’t know how true that is.
I’ll know more at our vet visit on Friday – and he’s never had it at this vet before so maybe it’ll be something totally different and I’ve been informed wrong before.

So as for now he’s got to be on a bland diet.
Which means I’ve cooked him chicken and rice and that’s what he has to eat until we go to the vet on Friday morning.
Which means Cash will get to eat this too because he’ll be dammed it Benny gets good food and he doesn’t. LOL
That’s the way the cookie crumbles in this house.

So today I look like garbage – a big giant hot mess.
Because I’ve done nothing but worry and cry and now I’m cleaning EVERY SINGLE THING we have so if it’s contagious Cash can’t get it too.